I feel that this entire year has been a trial; a trial of how patient I can be. I have patiently endured the waves of grief that… Read more “A Tale of Waiting”
Category: Hope
For Hope
For the first time in a long time, I have Hope. It is a significant change for me, and it warrants a capital letter. Last week, I… Read more “For Hope”
(In)fertility
I have been doing everything besides doing what I should be doing. I got my hair done, my nails done, went on a quick trip to Temecula…all… Read more “(In)fertility”
Our Nursery
Our nursery is a sensitive topic because I am the mother of an angel baby. Initially it was because I did not feel connected to the room.… Read more “Our Nursery”
Donating Breast Milk
It took nearly 4 months, but I finally donated all of my pumped breast milk. Mixed emotions would be the best way to describe how I felt… Read more “Donating Breast Milk”
Not Ready ‘Till I’m Ready
We took down the crib. This was a topic we had discussed a few weeks ago, and at the time we decided we weren’t ready. Brian’s sister… Read more “Not Ready ‘Till I’m Ready”
Follow My Heart: A Self-Lecture
This is going to sound like a lecture, and it is. A lecture to myself to read over when the grief is larger than my healing. Here… Read more “Follow My Heart: A Self-Lecture”