My adorable little kittens bring me so much joy. This last year has been a trial in many, many ways. But…the incredible support system that God has… Read more “Support System: Part I”
Category: infant loss
(In)fertility
I have been doing everything besides doing what I should be doing. I got my hair done, my nails done, went on a quick trip to Temecula…all… Read more “(In)fertility”
Been a Bit Lost
Not much has been easy, lately. Wyatt would have turned 1 years old, had he lived until Feb 19th, 2017. To celebrate our son, I invited… Read more “Been a Bit Lost”
Eight Months
I don’t know if I am feeling better, or if I have been so busy that I don’t have the time to write. Last Saturday I observed Pregnancy… Read more “Eight Months”
Two Kittens & Back to Work
I’ve been busy! We adopted two baby kittens who I have fallen in love with. One orange boy, Harry and one brown girl, Olive. They are adorable… Read more “Two Kittens & Back to Work”
Donating Breast Milk
It took nearly 4 months, but I finally donated all of my pumped breast milk. Mixed emotions would be the best way to describe how I felt… Read more “Donating Breast Milk”
Not Ready ‘Till I’m Ready
We took down the crib. This was a topic we had discussed a few weeks ago, and at the time we decided we weren’t ready. Brian’s sister… Read more “Not Ready ‘Till I’m Ready”
Follow My Heart: A Self-Lecture
This is going to sound like a lecture, and it is. A lecture to myself to read over when the grief is larger than my healing. Here… Read more “Follow My Heart: A Self-Lecture”
A Star
Since the death of my two-month old son, I rely on many tangible and intangible ways to see and feel him. I meditate almost daily, read books… Read more “A Star”
Practicing Harmony
When I think of harmony I picture a nicely postured orchestra or a string of sisters trying to sing in unison. The harmony in my heart is… Read more “Practicing Harmony”
Loni Writes 