Not much has been easy, lately. Wyatt would have turned 1 years old, had he lived until Feb 19th, 2017. To celebrate our son, I invited… Read more “Been a Bit Lost”
Tag: grief
I’m Mad
I’m mad. Brian’s sister and he were in a fight over the phone and she yelled, Yah, well, you two have been in Loni & Brian Land,… Read more “I’m Mad”
Two Kittens & Back to Work
I’ve been busy! We adopted two baby kittens who I have fallen in love with. One orange boy, Harry and one brown girl, Olive. They are adorable… Read more “Two Kittens & Back to Work”
Our Nursery
Our nursery is a sensitive topic because I am the mother of an angel baby. Initially it was because I did not feel connected to the room.… Read more “Our Nursery”
Donating Breast Milk
It took nearly 4 months, but I finally donated all of my pumped breast milk. Mixed emotions would be the best way to describe how I felt… Read more “Donating Breast Milk”
Everywhere You Go, There You Are
I’ve been traveling steadily and not blogging at all. Some getaways with my husband and some with my girlfriends, too. It has been both refreshing and difficult.… Read more “Everywhere You Go, There You Are”
A Star
Since the death of my two-month old son, I rely on many tangible and intangible ways to see and feel him. I meditate almost daily, read books… Read more “A Star”
Sharing Space
I was motivated to do some arranging in the baby’s nursery. There is a closet full of his somewhat hanging clothes, shoes, hats, diapers and blankets. For… Read more “Sharing Space”
A Weight Loss Goal
Like many other mothers, I gained weight over the course of pregnancy. My weight gain was practical, around fifteen pounds while baby grew, contently. Then, I delivered… Read more “A Weight Loss Goal”
Baby Wyatt
Maybe by explaining how it happened, we will find some teensy bit of relief from the overwhelming amount of grief we feel. The doctors sat down with… Read more “Baby Wyatt”
